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Zena

Friday, December 31, 2010

New Year's Eve
Shedding old habits
Like a snake's skin.
Leaving discarded dreams
Like crumpled cigarette packs.
Finding new life
In waking dreams.
Lost in the moment
Between December 31st
And January 1st.
Shot out of a chrysalis cannon
Straight into the New Year.
Despondent dreams
Taking their toll
Treading water.
Race around the clock
Catching your tail
Completing the circle.
Ring around the calendar
We all fall down.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Dark Day
Rain on top of
Snow covered roofs.
Dirty brown tracks
Through the formerly
Pristine snowscape.
Salt encrusted drifts
Blinding the view.
Grey clouds
Like dust bunnies
Squeeze the rain
Smothering anything
But a sigh.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Cosmic Memories
Moments of intimacy
Feeling of communion
The connectedness
Of all life
Strung like diamonds
On the defining thread
Spiraling across
The bosom of the universe
Reflecting the warmth
Of stars.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Icicles
Winter's daggers
Piercing the soft flesh
Surrounding the season's cold heart.
Drops of winter's white blood
Dripping from its tip
Feeding the spirit below.
On guard.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Christmas Hangover
Too much food
And making merry.
Experiencing withdrawal
From the festivities.
Overdosed on games and gossip.
Craving the New Years fix.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Magic Moments
I remember
Opening presents as a child,
That magical moment
When the gift
Is revealed.
The hiccup of pleasure
Bubbling up
And escaping in a squeal
Of excitement.
If we could only capture
That moment
And keep it in our hearts
To feed
The dull and disappointed days
We grind through as adults.
Wrap it up
In tissue and tinsel
And keep it close.
The feeling is the gift.



Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas
As Tiny Tim would say;
God Bless us everyone!

Friday, December 24, 2010

Christmas Eve
Family and friends
Around the fireplace
Provide their own warmth.

Generations sharing stories
Generates its own heat.

Faces bubbling with
Laughter and excitement
Reflect the crackling fire.

Even in the frigid north
Memories thaw the heart.


Thursday, December 23, 2010

Last Day on the Beach
A gentle breeze
Tickles the back of my mind
A vague memory
Hidden under white sugar sand
Of another winter white.
Bury the thought
Deep in the sand
With my toes.
I'll remember snow soon enough.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Cancun Moon
A romantic dinner
Accompanied by soft music.
A full moon
Over the water
Moon lite path
To the Stars.
Another day in paradise

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Solstice
Storing up the memories
Like energy.
Fuel for the future.

Breathe in the warm
Tropic air
Exhale the cold
Frigid north.

Soak in the hot Cancun sun
Expunge the Arctic snow.

Feel the vibrant
Celebration of color
Let go of the
Dull Winter white.

Monday, December 20, 2010

Cancun Prayer
Sun gods
Rain down your blessings
Fill me with your warmth
Bring me your light
Banish from me
The thought of winter
Spare me from the snow gods.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Aquamarine
A magical place
Between green and blue
Filled with ocean waves
And refreshing breezes
Topped off with
A clear blue sky.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Plane through the clouds like footprints in the snow. Leaving Minnesota. Sent from my Kindle

Friday, December 17, 2010

The Joy of Presents
Mystery inside.
Imagining
Your best wishes,
All wrapped up
In glittery paper
And excitement.
Wondering
If it could really be...
Hoping it is...
Dreaming maybe...
The anticipation
Is half the gift.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Lights
Christmas lights;
Twinkle on tinsel
Sparkle on snow
Blue and white of winter
Red and green stop and go
The magic of Christmas
A colorful rainbow.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Little Things
Little Things
Nag at the back of your mind
Rippling the perfect picture
Nibbling away at the corners.

Little thing
Pile up like snow drifts
Seemingly insurmountable
But melt when the sun shines.

Little things
Let them go
Drift away
Like chimney smoke
Insubstantial puffs
On the breeze.

Little things
Are only as big
As we let them be.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Fear of Snow
Who would've thought
Snow could be so scary?
Not kids
Jumping in snow piles
No worries about getting back out
Or hitting something on the way in.
Throwing snowballs
No experience with ER
Or stitches.
Sliding on the snow
No casts or broken bones to heal.
Snow on the roof tops
A beautiful sight
Till Gary gets on his ladder,
Then I fear snow.

Monday, December 13, 2010

A gift from the Snow gods
Snow day schedule;
Wake up early and listen to school closings.
Pet the cats.
Go back to bed and sleep late.
Eat a leisurely second breakfast
Pet the cats
Read the whole newspaper
Not just the headlines.
Sit by the window and watch the traffic.
Feel the warm sun through the window
Pretend it's not 8 degrees.
Pet the cats.
Check my emails to feel connected.
Read my book till it's finished.
Sit until I feel like getting up
Eat when I'm hungry
Sleep if I want
Make my own schedule
Pet the cats.


Sunday, December 12, 2010

Memories of Winters past
I remember
Snow piles way taller
Than my head,
Although it may have been
Because of my third grade height.
I remember cold so bitter
Your breath froze up
On the wool scarf
Hiding your face.
I remember
Wind so strong
It pushed you along
On your way to school.
I remember walking miles
Uphill both ways
To school and back.
Well, maybe our memories
Are colored by the years.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Winter Dreams
Sugar sand.
Snow like powdered sugar
White sandy beaches
White snowy lawns
Burying my toes in warm sand
Burying my feet in warm boots
Layering on the suntan lotion
Layering on the sweaters
Dancing with the waves
Dancing with a shovel
Hot sauce and cold Margaritas
Hot chocolate and cold hands
Sunburn
Windburn
Outside
Inside
A quiet expanse
A beautiful work of nature
On a beach in Cancun
Or a snowstorm in Minnesota.


Friday, December 10, 2010

Weather or Not
Blizzard forecast for tomorrow.
Cancun predicted for the week after.
Sub zero temperatures expected.
Above average hopes longed for.
I need 80 and sunny!

Thursday, December 9, 2010

John Lennon
We didn't just want the Beatles
For our boyfriends
We wanted to be the Beatles.

To us teenagers
Their lives seemed to be
everything we wanted;
The fun and camaraderie
The social relevance
The amazing music.

We loved them then
We appreciate them now.

John said he thought
There would be "Plenty of time."
Unfortunately not enough.


Wednesday, December 8, 2010

The Immaculate Conception
(Not to Be Confused With the Virgin Birth)
Clean as the December snow
A beautiful image
Of purity.
A lovely prequel
To the Christmas Story.
A celebration
Of the oft neglected women
In the bible.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Life Has Issues
Like People Magazine
January is the New Year's issue
Criticizing all our bad habits.
February covers our love issues.
Fear of intimacy
Fear of no intimacy
March can handle the rest of our fears.
April is a heavy issue
With springtime, Resurrection
And life and death issues.
May and June are all
About our Mothers and Fathers.
July's body issues fit in nicely.
The Dog Day of August
Are depressing issues.
September Back to School
With separation anxiety.
October, arachnophobia
For Halloween anyone?
November's family issue
Is all dysfunctional.
Then December wraps it all
With a nice bow
As we pause to reflect
And renew our subscription.

Monday, December 6, 2010

St Nicholas Day
Christmas trees
Are my favorite Holiday tradition.
I love the magical colored lights
Like a rainbow on every branch,
Shining off glass beads
And silvery strands of tinsel.
Sparkling ornaments
Catching the reflected glow
Of smiling faces
Gathered round
Reflecting on the story
Of each decoration
And topped with a star.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Recipe for Winter
Oreo cookie rooftops
Covered in snow.
Frosting licked branches
Bending under the weight.
Shredded coconut shrubberies
Peeking out from under snowdrifts.
It's a powdered sugar world
After a fresh snowfall.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Angela's Birthday
Big blue eyes
Wide open
Like your heart.
The center of every picture,
The heart of every moment
You were there
With arms wide open.
Compassion for lost souls
Filled your heart.
Empathy for other
Covered your own needs.
Now a mother
Passing on all the things
In your own heart.
Follow the Yellow Brick Road.

Friday, December 3, 2010

Gym
Racing up the stairs
Shedding sweatshirts on the way
Two steps at a time
As they near
The hallowed halls of
The gymnasium.
Children's kingdom
Of fun and excitement.
Teacher's relief
A break at last!

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Countdown
25 days till Christmas
25 days to cook and clean
Shop and decorate
Do errands and commitments
So much to do
So little time.

25 days till Christmas
25 days for the kids
To contain their excitement
Ponder their wish list
Dream of sugar plums
And wait for Santa.
So much time
So hard to wait.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Christmas Cards
Those once a year missives
That keep us in touch.
All the love
And events of our lives
Wrapped up like presents
And sealed with a kiss!