Zena

Zena

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Saturday, July 30, 2011

The Joy of Cleaning Out a Drawer
Striking a blow for order.
Fighting on the side of
Felix Unger and Mr Clean.
A small victory
In the war on chaos.

Friday, July 29, 2011

My Garden got away from me.
While I was hiding under the covers,
It was climbing over
Blankets of weeds.
Tangles of stems shooting through
ground cover gone wild.
Blushing roses baring hips and petals.
Purple trumpet vine announcing
The procession of of August guests.

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Rehab
I feel myself again;
Drugs flushed out
Brain reattached
Emotions on straight.
I could never be
Amy Winehouse
I'm too addicted to reality.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Zodiac Summer

Cancer's reign is over
Leo's turn to roar
Then on to Virgo

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Up Up and Away
Letting the balloon
Drift away
On the summer breeze.
Letting the cancer go
Like a small speck
Against a vast open sky.

Monday, July 25, 2011

What You Wish For
The lazy freedom
Of sleeping in.
Lounging about,
Soaking up the sun
And enjoying a
Chilled beverage.
A book in bed
A cat at hand
A summer day-
I wish I could enjoy it!

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Riches
"You poor girl"
Gary's hug and sigh
Reminds me
Though he can't fix it
He sympathizes.
It gives me the
Moment's Pity Party
I need
To remember
How rich I am.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Magical Montana
Sometime
We make decisions
By not being able to make them.
The mountains
Will have to stay in my dreams.
For now,
Getting up in the morning
Eating lunch
And catching a nap
Is all I have on my agenda.
Each moment
Has a magic of its own.

Friday, July 22, 2011

Let's Make A Deal
Bargaining chips
Are all in.
I need this one to make it
To the next level.
I need some good news...
And I hit the jackpot
Margins are good
On to the next hand.

Thursday, July 21, 2011



My brother, Steve, took this lovely picture before surgery.
The gown had a tube in it so it could be heated or air conditioned!
I had to stay overnight because I reacted to one of the drugs.
But I'm home and recovering. Much better but sore.
Thanks for all your help.
I couldn't have done it without you!

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

That's What Friends Are For
Caught up
In the everyday
We forget
The wonder and beauty
Of friendship.
It's a special gift
When you know
You're loved.
I feel like such
A special person
To have so many
Wonderful people.
It reminds me
How precious life is.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Demystify
Take away
The scary myths
The boogieman stories
The childish fears
And it's only
A visit to the Doctor
And coming home
With less breast!

Monday, July 18, 2011

Say a Little Prayer
Prayer is sending your thoughts
Into the heavens
Unsure what they will find.
Connecting with other
Positive ions,
They bounce around
And form a cloud.
Weaving together
All the positive energy
Of hopes and wishes
Good deeds and promises
Love and faith
Creating a protective blanket
Against the scorching sun.

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Fight or Flight
I tend to ask
A lot of questions
In preparation for battle.
But there comes a time
When you stand your ground
Dressed in the armor
Of your humanity
Look your adversary in the eye
And through that mirror
Accept the fear
As part of life,
And the battle is won.

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Collective Soul
Like the cells
connecting our bodies
Are the cells
Connecting all souls.
The history of being human
Holding hands across
Time and space.
The collective conscientiousness
Of appreciating the
Poetry of a sunset
Or the beauty
In a smile.
Understanding we
Are all special
And an integral part
Of the Whole.

Friday, July 15, 2011

Talk About the Weather
Watching the storm
Roll across the windows
At the clinic,
We all commented
On the terrible beauty.
The shades and shadows
Of grey to black
Creating night
Out of day.
The wonder and power
Of nature
Continues to amaze.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Old Friends
We know each other so well.
You anticipate my needs
And know what I want
Even before I do.
You're so kind and thoughtful
I can see the concern in your eyes.
Whether you're buying me my
First pink,
Offering a sympathetic ear
Or letting me win at backgammon.
I'll try to be a good patient
And an even better friend
When I'm not so wrapped up
In the selfishness of cancer.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Who's in Charge
While my mind
Was busy devouring information,
Processing and pondering,
My stomach
Was doing its own thing.
Excreting acid and anxiety
My body made it's battle known.
I guess it showed me
Who's in charge.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Breast Cancer Puzzle
Dump out the box
Of puzzle pieces
Creating chaos
On the table top.
Turn them all
Right side up
So you can get
A good look at them.
Take out all the end pieces
And try to assemble
A frame of reference.
Look at shapes and colors
To see how
It all fits together.
Gather with family and friends
To help you complete
The puzzle.
Relax and enjoy the process
With a beautiful picture
When you're done.

Monday, July 11, 2011

Waiting
I know I should
Be in the moment
And enjoy each day
But I wish I could
Fast forward
And get to the
Happy ending
Where this is
Just another learning experience
Something to look back on.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Second Summer
After writing my blog
For a year,
I was afraid
I'd have nothing to write.
Entering my second summer
How many poems
Can you write
About cats and birds?
I'd already covered
War and peace.
But life has a way
Of making things interesting
There's always something
New to experience,
Some new lesson to learn,
Some way to make today
different from
Any other day.
It's the poet's job
To find the rhyme and reason.

Saturday, July 9, 2011

I don't want this to be a "Caring Bridge"
But an open heart.
Sharing what's in my thoughts
And asking you to keep me in yours.
I have breast cancer.
I don't feel sick
Yet cells inside of me
War with each other
With me as the prize.
A small anomaly
On a mammogram
Questioned by an ultrasound
Confirmed by a biopsy.
A moment ago I was fine.
Now I'm not.
I guess I march forward
And join the ranks
Of women
Who "Courageously battle"
Our own bodies.

Friday, July 8, 2011

The Unknown
Fear is like a cancer
Spreading through
Your body
Multiplying and expanding
It's territory
Taking over the brain
And controlling everything
You do.

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Music In the Parks
A warm sunny day
A cool Jazz night
At Como Pavilion.
Carrying my mind
Away from the mundane,
Lifting higher
With every note,
Like the heron
On the lake
Riding along
On a song.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Worrywart
When a worry hits
It's like a tidal wave
Washing away
All the beauty of the day
And leaving it cluttered
With debris.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

5th of July
If we could remember
We are connected
Through more than words.
The Constitution
States our basic premise
But it's the picnics
In the park,
The stirring anthem
Before the ballgame,
The squeals of laughter
At the beach,
The collective sigh
At the end of fireworks
That really proves
Who we are.

Monday, July 4, 2011



Let's hope there are more
"Times of Peace."





Happy Fourth of July from Minneapolis "Peace Park"

Sunday, July 3, 2011

More at the
Twin's twilight's
Last gleaming

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Wind and Rain delay
Exciting storm
Beautiful rainbow and sunset
Fun friends
Awesome game
Yeah Twins!

Friday, July 1, 2011

First of July
Dreamscicle ice cream
Melting into July
A running start
At the Dog days.